Level 1
( ) smoked a cigarette
( ) done weed
(x) kissed a member of the same sex (no one's asking where right?)
(x) drank alcohol
SO FAR: 2

Level 2
(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted (and was sorry)
( ) been fired
( ) been in a fist fight
SO FAR: 5

Level 3
(x) snuck out of a parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have themback
( ) been arrested
( ) made out with a stranger (does a nonstranger count? just wondering)
(x) gone out on a blind date
SO FAR: 8

Level 4
(x) had a crush on an older person
(x) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
(x) seen someone/something die
SO FAR: 11

Level 5
(x) had/have a crush on one of your FRIENDSTER friends
( ) been to Paris
( ) been to Spain
(x) been on a plane
(x) thrown up from drinking
SO FAR: 14

Level 6
(x) eaten Sushi
( ) been snowboarding
(x) met someone BECAUSE of friendster
(x) been mosh pitting
SO FAR: 17

Level 7
( ) been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken pain killers
(x) love/like someone right now (like!)
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
( ) made a snow angel
SO FAR: 20

Level 8
(x) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up
SO FAR: 25

Level 9
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
( ) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
SO FAR: 29

Level 10
(x) used a fake/someone else's ID
(x) watched the sun set
(x) felt an earthquake
( ) killed a snake
SO FAR: 32

Level 11
(x) been tickled
(x) been robbed/vandalized
(x) robbed someone
(x) been misunderstood
( ) pet a reindeer
SO FAR: 36

Level 12
(x) won a contest
( ) been suspended from school
( ) had detention
( ) been in a car/motorcycle accident
SO FAR: 37

Level 13
(x) had/have braces
(x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one day
(x) had deja vu
(x) danced in the moonlight
SO FAR: 41

Level 14
(x) hated the way you look
(x) witnessed a crime
(x) pole danced
(x) questioned your heart
(x) been obsessed with post-it notes
SO FAR: 46

Level 15
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
(x) been to the opposite side of the world
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like you were dying
SO FAR: 51

Level 16
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently coloured with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(x) sang karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
SO FAR: 56

Level 17
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't (like drinking?! haha)
(x) made prank phone calls (haha! fun back in highschool)
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) kissed in the rain (again, no one's asking who and where)
SO FAR: 60

Level 18
(x) written a letter to Santa Clause (folly of the younger years)
(x) been kissed under a mistletoe (british school what can i say?)
(x) watched the sun set with someone youcare/cared about
(x) blown bubbles
(x) made a bonfire on the beach
SO FAR: 65

Level 19
(x) crashed a party
( ) have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people
(x) gone roller skating/ blading
(x) had a wish come true
( ) humped a cow (that's just crazy!)
SO FAR: 68

Level 20
(x) worn pearls
(x) jumped off a bridge (not a suicidal attempt)
( ) screamed "penis" at a football game.
( ) swimming with dolphins
SO FAR: 70

Level 21
(x) got your tongue stuck to a pole/freezer/icecube
( ) kissed a fish
(x) worn the opposite sexes clothes
(x) Sat on a roof top
SO FAR: 73

Level 22
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) can do a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 3 hours (8hours)
(x) stayed up all night (duh! all the time!)
SO FAR: 76

Level 23
( ) picked and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
(x) had/been in a tree house
(x) are scared to watch scary movies alone
SO FAR: 79

Level 24
(x) believe in ghosts
(x) have/had more then 30 pairs of shoes
( ) gone streaking
( ) been in jail
SO FAR: 81

I've done 81 out of these 125 random (sometimes outrageous) deeds

Level 1
( ) smoked a cigarette
( ) done weed
(x) kissed a member of the same sex (no one's asking where right?)
(x) drank alcohol
SO FAR: 2

Level 2
(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted (and was sorry)
( ) been fired
( ) been in a fist fight
SO FAR: 5

Level 3
(x) snuck out of a parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have themback
( ) been arrested
( ) made out with a stranger (does a nonstranger count? just wondering)
(x) gone out on a blind date
SO FAR: 8

Level 4
(x) had a crush on an older person
(x) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
(x) seen someone/something die
SO FAR: 11

Level 5
(x) had/have a crush on one of your FRIENDSTER friends
( ) been to Paris
( ) been to Spain
(x) been on a plane
(x) thrown up from drinking
SO FAR: 14

Level 6
(x) eaten Sushi
( ) been snowboarding
(x) met someone BECAUSE of friendster
(x) been mosh pitting
SO FAR: 17

Level 7
( ) been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken pain killers
(x) love/like someone right now (like!)
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
( ) made a snow angel
SO FAR: 20

Level 8
(x) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up
SO FAR: 25

Level 9
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
( ) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
SO FAR: 29

Level 10
(x) used a fake/someone else's ID
(x) watched the sun set
(x) felt an earthquake
( ) killed a snake
SO FAR: 32

Level 11
(x) been tickled
(x) been robbed/vandalized
(x) robbed someone
(x) been misunderstood
( ) pet a reindeer
SO FAR: 36

Level 12
(x) won a contest
( ) been suspended from school
( ) had detention
( ) been in a car/motorcycle accident
SO FAR: 37

Level 13
(x) had/have braces
(x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one day
(x) had deja vu
(x) danced in the moonlight
SO FAR: 41

Level 14
(x) hated the way you look
(x) witnessed a crime
(x) pole danced
(x) questioned your heart
(x) been obsessed with post-it notes
SO FAR: 46

Level 15
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
(x) been to the opposite side of the world
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like you were dying
SO FAR: 51

Level 16
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently coloured with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(x) sang karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
SO FAR: 56

Level 17
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't (like drinking?! haha)
(x) made prank phone calls (haha! fun back in highschool)
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) kissed in the rain (again, no one's asking who and where)
SO FAR: 60

Level 18
(x) written a letter to Santa Clause (folly of the younger years)
(x) been kissed under a mistletoe (british school what can i say?)
(x) watched the sun set with someone youcare/cared about
(x) blown bubbles
(x) made a bonfire on the beach
SO FAR: 65

Level 19
(x) crashed a party
( ) have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people
(x) gone roller skating/ blading
(x) had a wish come true
( ) humped a cow (that's just crazy!)
SO FAR: 68

Level 20
(x) worn pearls
(x) jumped off a bridge (not a suicidal attempt)
( ) screamed "penis" at a football game.
( ) swimming with dolphins
SO FAR: 70

Level 21
(x) got your tongue stuck to a pole/freezer/icecube
( ) kissed a fish
(x) worn the opposite sexes clothes
(x) Sat on a roof top
SO FAR: 73

Level 22
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) can do a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 3 hours (8hours)
(x) stayed up all night (duh! all the time!)
SO FAR: 76

Level 23
( ) picked and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
(x) had/been in a tree house
(x) are scared to watch scary movies alone
SO FAR: 79

Level 24
(x) believe in ghosts
(x) have/had more then 30 pairs of shoes
( ) gone streaking
( ) been in jail
SO FAR: 81

I've done 81 out of these 125 random (sometimes outrageous) deeds

you said i was beautiful
and that you loved me

but we were only rehearsing
why do i hope?

this too shall fade
therein lies my salvation

AMPCast #004

Conversation at last!

though i may wish so
you have no need to prove yourself
you are not my keeper after all
and i am not yours

AMPCast #003

Our meeting bore more sadness than joy. My iPod seemed to sense my mood.

Grace Is Gone - Dave Matthews Band

Neon shines through smoky eyes tonightIt’s 2 am
I’m drunk again it’s heavy on my mind
It's heavy on my mind
I could never love again so much as I love you
Where you end where I begin is like a river going through
Take my heart take my eyes cause I need them no more
If never again they'll fall upon the one I so adore

Excuse me please one more drink
Could you make it strong cause I don’t need to think
She broke my heart, my Grace is gone
Another drink and I’ll move on

One drink to remember, another to forget
How could I ever dream to find a love like this again
One drink to remember, another to forget

Excuse me please one more drink
Could you make it strong cause I don’t need to think
She broke my heart, my Grace is gone

Another drink and I’ll move on
One more drink and I’ll move on
You think of things impossible then the sun refuse to shine
I woke with you beside me your cold hand lay in mine
Excuse me please one more drink
Could you make it strong cause I don’t need to think
She broke my heart, my Grace is gone

Another drink and I’ll go
Excuse me please one more drink
Could you make it strong cause I don’t need to think
She broke my heart my Grace is gone
Another drink and I’ll move on
One more drink and I’ll move on
One more drink my Grace is gone

je ne comprende pas japonais
you'll have to speak to me some other way